Today is my mothers birthday. She would have been 64 yrs old. This is harder then i thought it was gonna be. No one is ever prepared for a loss, especially a loss as great as a mother. I try to keep my mind off of what happened but can’t help but to think she is gone. People say that she is in a better place, but I’m selfish and i feel the better place is here with her family. Im getting off task. Today is supposed to be a good day its her birthday. So today I will do my best to be positive but its gonna be very hard. My eyes are having a water problem and its hard to continue to write. As i leave this post just wanna say Happy Birthday Mom and I love you.
Just because its her day today going to playing one of her favorite songs from her favorite artist, James Brown “The Payback”.